Wednesday, November 19, 2008

it's difficult to navigate

usually once, sometimes twice, a week, i have these really dense meetings with my faculty advisor.  now, dense meetings in general aren't bad, but when one is having them consistently and frequently, one starts struggling to stay aloft.  I'm bogged down by the imminence of projects, deadlines, expectations, challenges, etc.  There's hope present, faith that i can achieve more than i think i'm capable of.  it creates a perpetual state of hovering halfway between working harder to be better and just giving up. 

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