Slept in, met with Andrew about my impossible thesis prospectus that needs to be finished asap but that i keep pushing off because it doesn't feel quite as immediate as the other responsibilities looming in the nearer future, felt once again inhibited and panicked and andrew probably hates all of our meetings because i get so defensive about my work because i'm so self-conscious and vulnerable and impossible. watched the movie for my history paper, had dinner with meredith, chris, ruthie, nate, and nate's twin Jon, talked with Stephen while we were supposed to be writing papers, and then went out to applebees. feeling, yet again, that i'm wasting my time. forever inadequate. will never overcome my feelings of uselessness, and i don't even know how to try.
About Me
- alyssa
- Alyssa Pearson is a passionate storyteller and emerging filmmaker. She focuses mainly on writing and editing, either creating and producing her own imaginations or collaborating with friends and professionals to develop their vision. Alyssa is from small-town, Ohio, a background that influences her vision and sense of nostalgia. She currently lives and works in Philadelphia, PA.
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