I was just feeling better about my story, home film...but once meshed together it felt very chaotic and sloppy and I lost it again. Went to rehearsal, and hanging out with people at applebees did little to console me. I think perhaps my expectations and others' don't always mesh, but that gap is never navigated gracefully enough for me to appreciate my projects in the way they deserve? I deserve? I should strive to loosen the grip of external motivation I have placed upon myself.
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